Sunday, December 1, 2013

The End

It's been 2 weeks since the last game ended and as I sit down to compose this post I'm already getting emotional. I thought giving myself some time would help make it easier, but what is 2 weeks after a journey that lasted 15 years? Earlier I spent some time looking through old posts: the very first post I wrote to introduce the idea of this blog, recruiting information, and so many OU games....  To be honest, I didn't know what the blog would become would I first started it. But being the sentimental person that I am, I knew I needed to start recording. Now that I'm writing the last post I'm so thankful I went ahead with this crazy idea all those years ago. Partly because writing has always helped me process experiences, but mainly because it can't go away. Even though Marshall's memory of scores and statistics is beyond compare, now he'll have a place to read about the moments he missed. The journey to the games, the conversations in the stands, etc.

In preparation for this post I spent many hours thinking about how to approach it.  Football, for my family, has always been more than a game, 4 quarters, and a jersey. Some people think we're crazy, and that's fine. But to tell the story from the beginning would take pages (I have always wanted to write a book...hmmmmm....) And no one wants to read that here. So I'll leave you with a poem, of sorts. 15 years of football summed up in few broken lines.



Football is...
  
Football is west Texas and sagebrush and Arizona ice storms
It is sweltering heat at the Red River Rivalry
and frozen toes for Bedlam
It is ponchos and storm delays
Kansas tornadoes
Smith Center, 13 degrees, defeat on the tongue, but hunger in the eyes
St. Francis and icy wind, the adrenaline of a Regional victory and the warmth of winning

Football is a small-town high school locker room
Leopard Pride
It is police escorts, charter busses, and 5-star resorts at bowl games
Signing the first autograph after a Regional play-off game
It is colleges, coaches, letters, and film
It is one signature on February 5th

Football is tears of pride
Of frustration
It is the highest joy and a bottomless sorrow
It is ‘what ifs,” “why not now’s,” “why me’s?”
All in one season, one game

Football is cheese dip, Tina's cookies, Taco Shop, Cheddar's, and $5 collectible OU cups  
It is squishing together on the sectional couch on Hargrave Street and blowing up air mattresses in Norman. 
It is sleeping in the car and taking turns driving.
Dallas aunts and Texas traffic
It is coffee and energy drinks and arriving home at 2:00AM

Football is 2 hours in advance
The first in line for tickets, not by the band
It is warm-ups and stretches
It is claiming the Musil section on Friday nights with blankets
It is first to arrive and last to leave, soaking up every second

Football is flags, pads, and hand-me-down helmets
It is carefully choosing a number
It is cleats, wrapped ankles, knee braces, and tapped wrists
It is shoulders, cracked ribs, and punctured lungs
It is a heart, a desire, that just won’t stop

Football is maroon and white with a head full of dreams
It is the black and gold of Leopards, surrounded by teammates and coaches who share the same vision
It is crimson and crème, D1 on a stage in front of the world
And it is the black and gold of Tigers
Home and loved

Football is family
It is grandparents driving hours to watch Little Dawg football on an early Saturday morning
It’s deciding how many cars will be needed for a Friday night Leopard showdown
It is football Saturdays that feel like family reunions
Football is four tickets
It is Osborne, LaCrosse, Colby, Hays, Bushton, Goodland, Norman, and Dallas
It is humblness and gratitude to all those who have shared the journey 
It is the rowdy section of the stadium
And the three best seats in the house

Football is Grandpa Bieberle shouting from the front row, nearly bursting with pride
It is Grandpa Musil showing up on the couch in Osborne, ready to cheer
Picking up where his son left off
Football is a living, breathing memory
Football flows in these veins, from a father who wore the jersey and then picked up the whistle
To a son who plays for passion and a memory
It is not merely a game
It is a lifeline
A legacy
Football is
Love





2013 Football: FHSU Games 8, 9, 10, and 11

Game #8:
FHSU vs. Lincoln
October 26th @ Jefferson City, MO
W 45-35

At this point in the season our trips to Missouri were becoming more and more colorful. It was hard to adjust to going east for every away game (instead of south!), but once the leaves started changing it was almost a treat to get to drive through long stretches of Missouri countryside. Jefferson City's Lincoln University had a unique atmosphere. If you've ever seen the movie Drumline that's what you should picture when you think about the performances we witnessed before the game and at halftime. Very different than what we're used to, but such talent!! And so much fun to watch! The Tigers had us on our toes during this game. After an outstanding game against Southwest Baptist the week before we had a hard time keeping up the momentum. Marshall performed well on special teams and held strong blocking for the running game.  At this point in the season he looks very confident on the field, both in his play and in his role on the team.

FHSU Rallies in 4th Straight Win
Tiger Talk  
Press Conference 
Tackle on kick off 
Grandma, Mom, Marshall, Chelsey, and me 

Game #9:
FHSU vs. South Dakota School of the Mines
November 22nd @ Hays, KS
W 63-17

This week we were back at home taking on the Hard Rockers (yes, that IS their nickname...). The Tigers must not have liked what it felt like in the 2nd half vs Lincoln the week before and came out strong for a 63-17 win against South Dakota. Marshall blocked for many touchdowns and continued to show his strength and speed on special teams. The Musil crew had a huge contingent with us this weekend. I can't even express how wonderful it was this season to have an entire area of the stands FULL of friends and family cheering for our Tiger. It was like a little family reunion every other weekend :)

Record Setting Day 
Tiger Talk 
Press Conference 

Run, #22, RUN!

Football = Family 


Game #10:
FHSU vs. Central Missouri
November 9th @ Warrensburg, MO
L 34-48

This weekend the Tigers traveled to Warrensburg to battle the Mule-kickers of Central Missouri. Even though the 2nd half of the season had been rolling strong, the team couldn't come out with a win this weekend.  It was a hard-fought game, but the Tigers fell back into some of their bad habits from the beginning of the season and came away with the loss. The bright spot in the weekend was enjoying the game with some of our Kansas City family and Marshall's best friends from Osborne. Tim's son Nick and his family joined us from Gladstone, MO and we had such a good time with Ryan and Jada! My dad's cousin Jodi and her family also joined us from Olathe.  Her sweet family is always a joy to be around...and there's always laughter involved! Mom's best friend from Osborne, Lisa, had been joining us at many of the FHSU home games. This weekend her son and daughter met us in Warrensburg and Mom and I thoroughly enjoyed catching up with Aubrey and Aaron during the game.

Tigers Can't Hold On
Tiger Talk 
Press Conference 



Meredith, Aubrey, Marshall, and Aaron--reunited! 

Marshall with Jayvann and Amarrah! 


Game #11:
FHSU vs. Nebraska-Kearney
November 16th @ Hays, KS
W 56-17

The last game of the season and the last game of Marshall's football career. Please see the last blog post for the summery of this game.

Tigers Roll Over Nebraska-Kearney 
Tiger Talk 
Press Conference